Stuck
Hi hi.. it's been a while since i didn't post any blog yah (iyah... terakhir cerpen)
Frankly, i'm quite stumbled in writing sih... don't know how to write, which topic that i could bring on the table or dig up any condition that makes me feel like writing. a whole things are just didn't work, not the backsound (Yes i need the right backsound when i write) or maybe i just really a bad bad writer (or blogger) at all. this is sad, yes. but maybe i just have to see the world with my third eye and throw out my fears away. Yep, i doubting myself about my perspective if i write this or that, i really care with judgement, i mean if the whole world offer me a job with the greatest salary i've ever offered, i still wanna be a writer even i have to struggle with my imagination, and brain and such. so if there are people say that my writing is a piece of trash, i will feel hurt more than if they say im crap with programming (because the fact i seriously a bad programmer)
can i be a full time writer?
no one knows, but at least i try.
ah sudah sudah.... mimpi itu dikejar tapi jangan jadi bikin bunuh diri juga kan yah... i mean, be realistic. Beli cermin, look at yourself sih, kira-kira bisa engga jadi writer (tet tot). Manusia itu lucu sih, dulu nyari tau maunya apa, begitu nemu.. kaget.
Ah... entahlah, yang jelas otakku harus dikasih oli biar licin. daripada tangled assumption will kill me even more. tau kan? ketika kepala ga berhenti berfikir, a lot of what if assumption.
Syudah syudah
ini hanya tulisan selewat yg meaningless, cuman seenggaknya saya nge posting something in my blog...
it's been a while... maybe just i need a fresh air.
pack your bag, Traveling will heal you.
