Ellisa
Mari kembali ke alam dongeng, di mana peri-peri kecil berterbangan dengan indahnya, rumput hijau sejauh mata memandang, dan bunga-bunga bermekaran. Ellisa, seorang putri dari kerajaan Laite, menyukai bunga dan berbagai tanaman lainnya, ia sungguh periang, cantik, dan pandai.
“Hai, peri kecil” Ucap Ellisa sembari mengulurkan tangan ke arah salah satu peri cantik.
Sang peri pun hinggap di telunjuk sang putri, dan bertanya “Ada apa wahai putri?”
“Mengapa aku tidak mempunyai sayap sepertimu?”
“Karna kau bukan peri”
“Tapi aku ingin menjadi mempunyai sayap” Ellisa memekik.
“Maka jadilah peri”
“Bagaimana?”
“Berimajinasilah, imajinasi mu nyata di sini” Sang peri pun berlalu.
Ellisa memejamkan matanya dan mulai berimajinasi, ia memikirkan dirinya terbang menembus awan, mengelilingi padang rumput dan taman bunga, kemudian ia membuka matanya, ia masih tidak memiliki sayap. Sang putri merasa dibohongi, ia menangis dan berteriak kesal.
“Mengapa kau menangis, wahai putri?” Seekor kelinci menghampiri.
“Aku ingin memiliki sayap” Ellisa masih menangis.
“Kau bisa memiliki apapun di sini, berimajinasi lah, imajinasimu nyata di sini”
“Kau bohong!” Ellisa berteriak. “Aku telah mencobanya beberap menit lalu, aku memejamkan mataku, dan aku tidak melihat perubahan secuilpun setelah aku membuka mata!” Teriakannya semakin tinggi “Semua penghuni di sini pembohong!”
Si kelinci mundur sepuluh langkah menjauhi Ellisa. “Putri, cobalah jangan memejamkan mata, nanti kau terbangun, jangan berteriak terlalu keras, nanti kau pergi”
“Apa maksudmu?”
“Lakukan semuanya dengan mata terbuka”
Tak! tiba-tiba tumbuh sayap di punggungnya, Ia senang bukan kepalang, Ia pun terbang berkeliling taman dan melambaikan tangannya ke arah si Kelinci.
“Jangan mengantuk!” teriak si kelinci. Ellisa mengangguk, ia bahkan tidak merasakan kantuk sedikitpun, namun tiba-tiba matanya kabur, ia merasakan gravitasi, ya gravitasi, ia kehilangan sayapnya.









Terdengar teriakan banyak manusia, juga tangis sepasang suami istri, karena putrinya, Ellisa, terjun dari lantai enam gedung pusat perbelanjaan.

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For health sake.
Gaya hidup sehat itu terdengar begitu susah (For at least buat gue) karna gue mesti makan buah setiap hari, dan olah raga teratur. Sampe di titik gue ikutan fitness dan mulai nyempetin waktu buat buang keringet dan beli buah (nitip ke OB Kantor buat dibeliin karna selalu ga sempet buat beli sendiri), in anyway gue ngerasa segeran sih.

Jadi apa yang hal yang ga biasa gue lakukan tapi I start to do it anyway?

1. Olahraga --> Pulang kantor nyempetin ke tempat fitness, entah itu ada kelas atau cuman main2 di treadmill 10 menit plus jalan + sit up 10 kali aja (lemah), and swimming, IF I remember to bring the swimsuit. Kenapa rajin? karna udah bayar. ga mau rugi (Hih. pelitnya gue)

2. Bikin infused water --> Ciye. gaya amat yah si irin yang hidup nya ngasal sekarang mau bikin infused water tiap hari di kantor. Tapi enak ko, potongin lemon, masukin madu (kalau stok masih ada) terus masukin air anget, diemin 10 menit, terus masukin kulkas 2 jam, and VOILA, infused water ready to be enjoyed. Gue suka nya ga pake madu sih, biar lebih asem2 seger aja, bisa juga pake buah yang lain, tapi mahal, mending digigit aja daripada dibikin infused water (Hih pelit. hahahaha)

3. Makan buah --> I am not a hardcore fan for fruits. Bukan ga suka, cuman males ngupas dan segala keribetannya. But I start to eat it everyday, jeruk sunkist adalah pilihan utama karna manis dan asem dan ga ribet motonginnya, jadi seger. Iyah, meski begitu beres potong buah, diserbu sama temen2.

Kalau jam tidur masih buruk seperti biasa, event worst, now I almost only can fall asleep at 3 am, I know, that's bad. Makin beranjak dewasa itu masalahnya aneh2 sih, and then I started to talk with myself again, in the toilet room at the office, and I asks many things to myself and a little bit relieved, no... I don't solved  the problems, it just feels really nice to talk to myself after a very long time. 


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I love you, Papah.
Hi, Papah!
Semoga istirahat tenang di sana ya, Pah.

Irin lagi dalam fase sadar dan berusaha menerima fakta that you really will not back to this world. I still need you, frankly. But the fact that you were passed away.

Help me through this, Pah, can you? Hahahah silly question. I hope you the best, dan disayang sama Tuhan. He must be love you, you really the luckiest person ever. Proud to be your daughter. Miss you so bad right now. You know? somehow to make this dramatic, I plaid Chicago songs and cried litres of tears and hoping that after the tears I will be better, it does help me, but sometimes I miss you like I really want to run and hug you just like the old days. Even when I were always far from you, just knowing that you are home and I can meet you every time I want to, really strengthen me. I did this and that, I want you to proud of me, and until the last time of your life, I show you nothing. 

Papah, I am sorry I can not be your best daughter, I should spent more time with you, I should take a really good care of you, I should show you more than this. I should be a better person, please forgive me.
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Jaga makan
Berat badan gue naik more than 10 Kg since I move to Jakarta! Hahahahaha gila ini mah. Gue adalah saksi hidup dimana pernyataan "Makanan Bandung lebih enak dari makanan Jakarta" itu salah. Tadinya santai-santai aja makan brutal, ternyata naik parah, pantesan pipi tembemnya brutal juga. Hahahahaha jadilah gue ikutan fitness dengan harapan meng-ideal-kan berat badan. *Liat gue dua bulan ke depan udah ideal! Aamiin!*

Waktu gue masih di bandung, gue admit bahwa makanan bandung itu enak-enak, suasananya juga oke, I was compare it with Subang by the way, but then I moved to Jakarta and then I have to admit that makan di Jakarta ternayata lebih appetizing daripada di Bandung, dan orang-orang di Jakarta juga lebih hobby makan daripada orang Bandung. (As far as I know)

Nah komandan, that's why I have to work out! Gue mesti disiplin olahraga tiap hari for at least lari sejam each day.  dan jaga makan, ga usah maruk meskipun bebek woku manggil dan keliatan seksi banget, tahan makan tengah malem meskipun rasanya kaya sakau gara2 nasi.  HAHAHAHAHAHA this is funny, how I am so insecure about my body lately.

Tapi kemarin udah mulai fitness ikut kelas Sh'Bam and it was fun! can't wait to have the next class :)

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Dang it!
I feel rusty.

Hahahahaha

I usually learn languages really fast, include with its accent. When I was in high school, I learned Japanese and Korean, and talked with the native speaker and they said I did good. Now I learn German, and I tried to shout the easiest word "Ja, Danke" and He didn't understand it. Yes, I am that bad. 

I think I need formal course.
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The Judge
I always know that Robert Downey Jr is a great actor, but I was not have a high expectation with this. but THE JUDGE was surprisingly great, it's a heart touching and heart warming movie. I can't tell much, I am still emotional at this moment, but this really is a seriously recommended movie to watch.
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Business trip? Hahahaha.
We applied an online visa and gathered all documents that should be shown to the consulate by today, because we have to go to the country in Europe on October 24, 2014.


This was really interesting yet freakishly fun. We went to the consulate of that country (Hell yeah, the embassy is in Singapore, and yes, they only have the consulate office in Indonesia)  to give the documents, and then, guess what?

The lady in the consulate said "I'm so sorry, everything on the website are really outdated. You have to come or call the office to know every requirements" and we were like.... "Well okay, thank you" 

We were leaving the office with a little bit of a disappointment feeling about the bureaucracy. Somehow we want to ask why you should have a website if you didn't update anything? static website should be more than enough then. Iya kan? you just have to put "JUST CALL OR COME TO OUR OFFICE FOR MORE INFORMATION" that will be perfect, no more misunderstanding, no more different perspectives, and everybody happy.

So, the business trip for this moth? Nah, that will not gonna happen.
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Maag.
Penyakit umum banget, banyak banget orang yang pernah kena maag, tapi gue engga. Tapi 1 or 2 years ago I was had a dispepsia, iyah maag, sampe yang makan satu sendok aja butuh perjuangan, sampe sakit melilitnya itu sakit (iyalah).

Udah lama banget ga kena maag, karna emang ga pernah telat makan, mungkin malah kebanyakan. Hahahahhaa, tapi days ago sakit perut, melilit, terus mulai mual, dan kemarin malem ke R.S Jakarta lah, beneran malem, around 10 pm. Tekanan darah 120/70 which is normal, yang ga normal seems like lambung gue. huahahha, ya jadilah gue dikasih obat-obat maag 3 biji, 1 biji lagi buat demam.

I kinda hate this,  I don't usually like this. Gue jarang sakit, kenapa sekarang jadi dikit-dikit mesti minum obat.
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Business trip? visa?
I have a passport! haha! iyah kemana aja irin? sekarang baru bikin passport. Yah yah, otak gue emang bukan otak jalan-jalan, jadi yah gimana lagi. Terus kenapa bikin passport? Karna mesti. Karna katanya gue mau dikirim ke suatu negara di eropa for a week or two, jadi minggu kemaren gue bikin deh passport, dengan mengorbankan 365k  kenapa? karna minggu sebelumnya gue daftar online yang ternyata jadwal bikin  passport nya mesti nunggu lama, jadi lah gue bikin passport dengan walk-in alias manual, tapi ternyata bikinnya cepet, selasa bikin, jumat jadi. yah cuman itu uang yang kemaren cuman bisa dadah-dadah. Fiuh.

Terus barusan ngurusin visa, yang mayan ngejelimet dan took a while untuk proses nya, berhubung ga ada kedutaan ny di Indonesia jadiiiii katanya emang bakalan lama. So SO? Ada kemungkinan gue ga jadi terbang ke sana kalau bikin visa bener-bener take a loooong time. Ah! padahal udah bikin passport. Minimal mesti ambil cuti jalan-jalan... ke mana kek, bunaken gitu. Tapi gue serem sama hiu, eh di sana ada hiu nya engga? duh gue absurd, belakangan kerjaannya nontonin youtube, cari video shark attack, lion attack, tiger attack, crocs attak, dan sebagainya. Terus tiba-tiba belakangan pengen ke kalimantan pengen ilat wildlife, wanna see nature do all stuff, tapi kalau gue pengen liat ular makan, ada kemungkinan ular nya nyerang gue duluan. Hahahha stupid. Liat nya serem, but somehow I amazed aja, dan bersyukur jadi manusia, ga usah bunuh orang buat makan.

Shark attack itu serem loh, singa juga serem sih, tapi for at least yah, kapan sih orang diterkam singa? minus orang-orang yang bunuh diri loncat ke kandang singa di kebun binatang yah, jarang kan orang yang diserang singa. Tapi untuk menghindari serangan hiu itu bingung loh, orang-orang udah berenang jauh dari batas hiu, masih ada aja hiu laper nyasar dan nyerang orang, it makes my fear-ness about the sea getting higher, meski kalau nyampe laut pasti maunya loncat ke air juga.

The beautifulness of the sea, kaya ga pernah terjadi apa-apa di sana, padahal litres of blood seems were there. 

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Vacation? ah!
I am in the mood of vacation! Hahaha... kali orang-orang bakal bilang " Yah siapa juga yang ga suka vacation?" But seriously, gue bukan tipikal orang yang terobsesi sama jalan-jalan, atau traveling atau apapun yang orang katakan itu lah. I am that person who enjoy have a long chat in a particular room that away from crowd, play some games, read fiction book and eat foods. yeah. FOODS! Nah tapi sekarang gue bener-bener pengen bepergian, pengen ngambil cuti,  pengen jauh dari rutinintas untuk beberapa hari, do something I never thinking of, must be a lot of fun.

Lately I can not write a single fiction story, and feeling rusty, and I suspect it just because I'm bored, I need to do something out of my habit, to not worrying with anybody else says about me.

Tapi kapan gue bisa vacation. Ah!
Hahahahhaaa. kerja kerja! working on fire yah irin!!!!
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