Iya, Papah sebentar lagi Ulang Tahun. Miss you so bad, Dad! Ga ada berkurangnya kangen ini, I though it will getting better at the 2nd year since you're gone, but no it's not. Not at all.

My friend said that, the pain will not disappear, and it will not get any easier, but I will learn a lot to try to embrace it.

And, Yes

I try, Dad, I learn, quite a lot, but not enough to hid the pain.

Now I want to gather all songs that you've wrote, learn to play your favorite bass, for me to remembering those little pieces you left in this world.

For me to feel your presence.